Do you know who is she??? A disgusting girl..
Do you know who is she??? An ugly girl..
Do you know who is she??? An annoying girl..Do you know who is she??? A worthless girl..
Do you know who is she??? An unattractive girl..
Do you know who is she??? A fool..
Do you know who is she??? A loser.. and
Do you know who is she??? A SINNER ???
I know who is she.. Surely I KNOW..She is just Me.. I realize who I am.. Maybe I AM BLIND.. my eyes and my heart I mean.. But I don't wanna blame myself, people or even God, and living in surrender anymore..
Just let's thank to MYSELF as A SINNER and to God who gave me this all lessons...
Now what elsee??? Wanna be such a doll or just a toy for the second time??
NOOOOO... SORRY..I WILL NOT.. AND NEVER !!!!
I will be strong.. I will be better.. and I promise I will never give up
When I am too weak.. I can't stand by myself.. just blame myself, and wanna hide where nobody can find me...
** Special thanks to "Tiwol" Christina Sri Wulandari for ur lovely sms.. She said to me
"Ada orang yang perlahan menodai hatinya. Ada yang perlahan-lahan memutihkan hatinya. Tapi tidak akan ada orang yang benar-benar putih atau sempurna. Sesempurnanya manusia adalah lebih mulia manusia yang senantiasa melakukan perbaikan dari hari ke hari, karena Alloh akan menguatkan hati dan mengokohkan langkahnya".
